As many of you have been either told by Eric or read here, that Eric an I have gone our separate ways.
Yes, this is true. We have endured so much over the years and most of our challenges have been these last two years. I am however, very much in the picture. Despite what Eric would like everyone to believe. I have been through rough waters these last two years and by no means abandoned ship.
Our separation was mutual. Eric has a lot of anger along with other issues to work through. I myself need to find me. Somewhere these last few years I lost who I was. Being engulfed in Eric and his illness. I allowed myself to be sacrificed.
Anyone who knows me, knows that I love my husband. Along with that love comes the "good" and the "bad," and I accept that.
The feelings that we share for one another are still very real. The time we still spend together validates that. What does the future hold for us?? Only time will tell. One thing I do know, is that we are becoming better friends.
Wife of the Transplant Traveler